Wow, so it's a great day to write in my Tapanga.... Happy 420 to the world, and I hope all of you get baked out of your brains!! I'm sitting here on the comp. Waiting for work to come around, and also counting down till I go to Jackson(Indian Casino). Taking off at around 8-9ish, and not coming back till 5ish(AM). So let me see, how's my life going? Well let's see. Marissa and I are talking again. Not sure how that's going, she asked me to her prom, forgetting that she already had a date, I went out and put a deposit on a tux that I didn't  tell her about and she goes and tell me about her prior comitment... I don't know what's up with that, but I jsut shrugged it off, and said w/e. Eddie and myself aren't talking anymore, because of Marissa. But oh well, if he doesn't like the woman that I want to be my wife, then I have nothing that I have to say to him.. Marissa is the one female that almost knows me inside and out. The only person that really knows me is better is Drew. Life isn't going that well for me, but as always I'm pushing through, trying to keep my feet on the ground. As far as my love  life is concerned, I don't have one, I mean I still love Marissa with all my heart. But I don't have a girlfriend, and I'm not looking for one right now either...

Manns Ruin is hitting it off like rolling thunder!! Like shows every weekend for the past 2months...  us.myspace.com/mannsruin209. Check 'em out, we have demo's if you want them... Also we're doing this thing colage thing, where we're having chicks duct-tape their nips with any-color duct-tape and write "Manns Ruin" on them in a distinctive color... Like so:

(Manns)\/(Ruin)

Or

(M)\/(R)

Either one will do, as long as they're sent to the Manns Ruin Myspace....

Anyway, I'll write back soon...

Jabby

{MR}

Mood.....  +  +  +  =  (!!WTF!!) Okay, it's been a good while sence I've spent some time with you Tapanga... (Tapanga Tha-xanga) So as an appology, I'll tye a good one... Well, It's been long because I've been doing really well. Me and my baby Jessica, Love. Me and school... Because of Jessica... Great. Me and the band.... Not soo good....

Ah.. The band... Let's get to that later...

Me and Jessica, 1 month on Sunday. Still have to spark, but I can count how many times I've seen her on 2 hands.  Sucks, but I keep fighting. I mean, I had some doubt in the begining, but I think we both did. There are some doubts even now with her senior year, and senior IB at that. And me at another school, and just a whole bunch of stuff that could mess us up... I'm comming at it with a 12-guage. I don't care about the obsticles. If there's one thing my 2 years in highschool have tought me... It that you never know how strong you are untill you're thrown into a moshpit, and have to survive through the next 6 songs. So, I guess what I'm saying is that "I Give Up" Is definatly not an answer. I'm going to fight for me and my baby until the end. And if it comes to an end, then I guess all I could say is I had a good ride... And I'm glad I took it with her.

School... Well I never thought I'd say this any time soon.... But I'm doing really well in school. I mean I have at least a 3.0. If not, then better... So I mean... It's great. And all because my baby keeps calling my and saying "Baby" I reply "Yes Babe?" Jessica; "Have you done your homework?" And no matter what, I always answer "No...." Then she's all "Then shouldn't we start??" "FINE!!!!" So I'm always doing my homework. And we don't like Jefferson. I came to that decision during US History homework. That guy's an asshole!!

And for the band.. Well, we had a good show... So to speak. I was having a really good voice day, and who better to come along and bust the bubble then the old people thinking we're devil's music. And that we can't play unless we get rid of ME. So I turn off the mic. I mean, I want the guys to play, I mean, that's what they have fun doing. So I mean, why but it up fo everyone? Either way, my amp was messing up, so I wasn't sounding to good one way or the other.. So yeah, I'm having another show tomorrow, but if you're reading this via e-mail, then I guess I'm having the show today(friday). But yeah, anyway that's basiacally how my life is going so far, and I'm done typing.